My Chamber of Secrets

shits getting real. 

this is such a bitter sweet feeling. I’m going to miss high school more than anything, but then again, I could never take another year of high school.  High school is where my life changed. Big things happend.  If anybody asked me if I liked high school Id say no. because I loved it. life was so chill here, its all about having fun and good grades I understand college will be about that too but in college you cant screw up, its a big deal. also your living on your own. gotta do that own laundry..make my own meals..it’ll be weird. but seriously high school has changed me in both good and bad ways. I definitely have become a stronger girl. I dont take crap from anybody in a sense that if my friends are treating me like crap, I tell them whats up. I’ve become so strong and I’m done dealing with people who treat me badly, and I thank high school for that.  High school is also where I’ve been the happiest iv’e ever been, and yeah its cheesy but a lot of it is because of him. I also have made some bad choices in high school, some choices that I will continue to make, some where i’ve learned from my mistakes and wont repeat.  But all in all, high school has so far been the best 4 years and I will never forget the amazing memories I had at Desert Vista<3. I cant believe this is it. Im done with that part of my life where movies make it seem way more dramatic than it is. Never will I ever be going back to high school..unless when its for my own kids graduation…eww weird to think about. Anyways this is my closure to high school. you’ve been great and I’ve had an absolute BLAST. Its been real DV thank you for everything you have offered me. and thank you for the person you have made me today. 

shout out to all the amazing people, friends, and teachers that were in my past, present, and future because of high school<3. 

you were hands down my favorite security guard along with all the other students favorite at Desert Vista. I will never forget your warming smiles and always waving at every single car that drove into the DV parking lot. God Bless you and your family<3 I wish I could’ve given you a hug when I last saw you:(. love you<3.

last night I spoke at the Baccalaureate ceremony. and it honestly was one of my proudest moments in my lifetime. The Baccalaureate ceremony is a ceremony where the school tries to find students of different religions and how there faith helped them throughout high school. Apparently student council really wanted me to speak about my religion, Sikhism. At first I was hesitant, but THANK GOD I took this opportunity. In the 4 years of high school, my goal was to one day be on Desert Vistas stage. Not for a ceremony where my name gets called and I walk on stage. but to be on stage for something legit, and Baccalaureate made this happen<3. It turns out that there were only 5 speakers including me. 4 were guys and I was the only girl. 3 guys talked about Christianity, 1 was mormon, and I was the only different one ( seriously, thats it, out of a class of 715 seniors they could only find us 4 people to speak..not to diverse sadly but I know our student council tried really hard<3). I heard alot of people turned down this opportunity, sucks for them, cause im SO thankful I did this. Anyways my speech went really well. So many people congratulated me, strangers and friends, said my speech was by far the best. People also said I was an amazing speaker..that I sounded strong, confident, and that I should look into public speaking. I even shocked my family. I dont know about public speaking, but I am proud of myself. The fact that tonight two girls came upto me and said my speech was amazing and that it gave them goosebumps because of how powerful it was couldnt have made me happier. I am also so appreciative at the fact that even though this ceremony was optional, alot of my close friends came to see me speak. I always forget how truly amazing my friends are and how supportive they’ve been. the point of this is NEVER doubt the ability of an opportunity. take advantage of all the opportunities you get. I’m so blessed that I FINALLY reached my goal three days before graduation…three days before id never go back to DV again. thank you so much student council for letting me speak, and I’m also proud of myself for taking up this amazing opportunity.


P.S. for all of those who are going to be seniors…go to baccalaureate..go to EVERY ceremony you can. you’ll never again have these opportunities after high school.